Posted by Dwight-and-Aileen on Jul 21, '06 4:09 PM for Dwight-and-Aileen's network
for months now, my blogging and writing are going through a dry spell.
not sure why.
this pregnancy thingie has found me always with my hands full ...
my days start out with my annoying voice alarm ... "start testing now, start testing now, start testing now"... edging me to start on my sugar test ... a good morning kiss from dear dwight (he wakes up way before i do and lets me sleep through a couple of minutes till that darn alarm goes off ... and did i say it's annoying, the alarm ... i just learned, makasapot lagi akong own voice! when i keep on repeating myself! hahhaha!).... and a very full bladder. dwight helps me up on bed, i go to the bathroom and then do my test.
from then on, it's a full day ahead with a whole bunch of chores to do .... things to clean, meals to cook, emails to check & answer to, phone calls to make, letters to write, stuff to sort and the list goes on.
in between, i try to check out blogs and websites i frequent. or at least i try. i haven't gotten myself completely cut off from the blogosphere. every now and then, i check out my favorite bloggers and wonder on how they're doing.
and i always especially wonder when i see them slow down with their postings too. a few days without a post and i wonder what's going on in their life.
i wonder ... are these sporadic posts symptoms of struggles? ... or a result of losing time and interest to other things in life?
then there are some that just say "goodbye". they slip away silently, shut down their blog and erase months, years of thoughts .... forgetting in the process, the friends that shared in their journey through moments of joy and times of sadness.
then i wonder .... how will i disappear?
will someone ever miss me? will i leave a parting statement or just a plain old goodbye? will i honor the select few that've found their way to my heart? or leave in silence to make parting easy?
i wonder.
Photo: An abandoned house's mailbox in the middle of the hayfields in Hay Springs, Nebraska
not sure why.
this pregnancy thingie has found me always with my hands full ...
my days start out with my annoying voice alarm ... "start testing now, start testing now, start testing now"... edging me to start on my sugar test ... a good morning kiss from dear dwight (he wakes up way before i do and lets me sleep through a couple of minutes till that darn alarm goes off ... and did i say it's annoying, the alarm ... i just learned, makasapot lagi akong own voice! when i keep on repeating myself! hahhaha!).... and a very full bladder. dwight helps me up on bed, i go to the bathroom and then do my test.
from then on, it's a full day ahead with a whole bunch of chores to do .... things to clean, meals to cook, emails to check & answer to, phone calls to make, letters to write, stuff to sort and the list goes on.
in between, i try to check out blogs and websites i frequent. or at least i try. i haven't gotten myself completely cut off from the blogosphere. every now and then, i check out my favorite bloggers and wonder on how they're doing.
and i always especially wonder when i see them slow down with their postings too. a few days without a post and i wonder what's going on in their life.
i wonder ... are these sporadic posts symptoms of struggles? ... or a result of losing time and interest to other things in life?
then there are some that just say "goodbye". they slip away silently, shut down their blog and erase months, years of thoughts .... forgetting in the process, the friends that shared in their journey through moments of joy and times of sadness.
then i wonder .... how will i disappear?
will someone ever miss me? will i leave a parting statement or just a plain old goodbye? will i honor the select few that've found their way to my heart? or leave in silence to make parting easy?
i wonder.
Photo: An abandoned house's mailbox in the middle of the hayfields in Hay Springs, Nebraska
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theresehabana wrote on Jul 22, '06
I MISS YOU!
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mangobox20 wrote on Jul 24, '06
i super miss you yen.
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dwightnyen wrote on Jul 24, '06
hi les, che and chelle! *hugs* i'm back! hehhehe! i know i've been re-miss in keeping in touch, sorry ha. mo-try na gyud ko ug kugi diri!
ey les, i'm not leaving oi! just that it crossed my mind sometimes. but i'm sticking it out here ... bahala na if once in a while lang ako maka-blog. *smiles* couldn't leave the wonderful ladies i've met here in multiply! =) |
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