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Posted by Dwight-and-Aileen on May 4, '06 8:41 AM for Dwight-and-Aileen's network
after i've folded the last piece of shirt, i let out a huge sigh of relief. week after week, i've found myself not having enough time. not enough time to finish housework .... not enough time to visit the library ... not enough time to shop around for a dress i need for lynette's wedding .... not enough time to write in this blog.

i've been cleaning, cooking, vacuuming, ironing & folding clothes, writing letters, writing in my journal, reading my preggy book, finishing up dan brown's angels & demons and sophie kinsella's shopaholic & sister .... play catch up with old friends over the phone, burning copies of digital photos unto a disc and re-organizing cabinets, shelves and closets. our clothes are once again arranged according to color & sleeve length, magazines in the month they came out and the pantry & fridge goodies in the order of which they should be consumed first.

surprisingly now, i have time .... maybe too much time.

i wanted to write (here).

i wanted to point to a post that Aileen & Michelle S. & Jucy wrote and add my thoughts about it.

i wanted to leave messages for the yayas.

i wanted to comment on the pictures Lynette & Therese posted.

i wanted to transfer my preggy journal, my belly tales, here in multiply.

yet, something i am learning the hard way is that, wanting something means nothing.

i pulled up the empty page and stared at it. no words flowed. nothing came to me. i tried visiting some of the blogs that i read. picked out my favorites and found most of you are off to doing something else. everyone is busy doing their own thing. 

so what do you do when the quiet is pressing in on you? and i don't mean the lack of noise. i live pretty close to the fire station and our small studio is facing a fairly busy street ... i pretty much face the noise of at least a couple of cars passing or a siren going off everyday. i mean the quiet. and i don't even mean the being alone kind of thing. i got my phone friends who regularly check on me through the day when dwight is at work. and there's dwight too. i mean the quiet. 

as i learned that wanting something means nothing .... i also learned that it'll mean nothing if one doesn't do anything about it.

i can't hardly wait to start writing (in here) again. 

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Photo: Outside our apartment window in Pine Ridge, South Dakota one snowy winter day.

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mangobox20 wrote on May 4, '06
very busy si mommy ah. =) uy nice and angels and demons. i cried after i read it. mas gwapo pa sya sa da vinci. and i'm a shopaholic fan pud and nothing beats the first of the series. haay.. how i wish i could be as busy as you but it seems all my attempts to become an organized person almost always end up with my clothes gi-dum-ok na lang sa closet coz i become too tamad to finish. hehe.
mangobox20 wrote on May 4, '06
wanted to point to a post that Aileen & Michelle S. & Jucy wrote and add my thoughts about it.




i wonder unsa kaya to... =)
mangobox20 wrote on May 4, '06
i wanted to transfer my preggy journal, my belly tales, here in multiply.


what? share naman if you don't mind. i've been wanting to read your blogs, naa pa diay ka other than this and your blogspot (di ba naa man ka blogspot. havent visited na that one for a long time coz the url was saved sa pc in our old office)
mangobox20 wrote on May 4, '06
i can't hardly wait to start writing (in here) again.


can't wait to start reading. =)
nedj wrote on May 4, '06
yehey! you're back. i miss you. very very much.
theresehabana wrote on May 4, '06
nesting gyud! hinay hinay lang! and please write more soon here in multiply =)
dwightnyen wrote on May 5, '06
mangobox20 said
uy nice and angels and demons. i cried after i read it. 
it was my first to read dan brown ... as in ganahan kaayo ko niya. i haven't read da vinci, di ko palitan ni dwight =( pareha gyud ta nihilak pud ko (corny oi! hehehe!) --- that part when the carmelengo learned about his parents! waaaa, kasakit! and shopaholic naman, pwerte nako katawa. ma man pirmi nako dal-on during my OB visits ... lingaw kaayo! =) haaay, chelle, kahinganlan gyud mo manlimpyo with the small space we have, basin malumos ra nya ko sa katag =(
dwightnyen wrote on May 5, '06
mangobox20 said
i wonder unsa kaya to... =) 
nah, bahaw na kaayo oi ... nothing major
dwightnyen wrote on May 5, '06
mangobox20 said
naa pa diay ka other than this and your blogspot 
patay na akong blogspot! hahhaha! i haven't tinkered with it for a long time na gyud. wala ko lain site oi ... sa notebook ra nako kutob gisulat. i'll find time to move them here nya =)
dwightnyen wrote on May 5, '06
mangobox20 said
can't wait to start reading. =) 
=) and i need to catch up on yours too! =)
dwightnyen wrote on May 5, '06
nedj said
yehey! you're back. i miss you. very very much. 
*hugs*
dwightnyen wrote on May 5, '06
nesting gyud! hinay hinay lang! 
lagi! after the vacuum thing, nisakit gyud akong likod oi! =( haayyyy!
mangobox20 wrote on May 5, '06
dwightnyen said
it was my first to read dan brown ... as in ganahan kaayo ko niya. i haven't read da vinci, di ko palitan ni dwight =( pareha gyud ta nihilak pud ko (corny oi! hehehe!) --- that part when the carmelengo learned about his parents! waaaa, kasakit! and shopaholic naman, pwerte nako katawa. ma man pirmi nako dal-on during my OB visits ... lingaw kaayo! =) haaay, chelle, kahinganlan gyud mo manlimpyo with the small space we have, basin malumos ra nya ko sa katag =( 
lagi katong part na to. and also what happened sa four cardinals, grabe brutal uy.

hehe. unta duol ra ta kay il lend you da vinci. hehe. im reading it again (actually katong mar pa, may nlng wala pako human. lahi ra gyud angels & demons) kay hapit na ipalabas sa sine this 18th ata eh.

try to read gyud the entire series makatawa ka na maglagot and "can you keep a secret" and "undomesticated goddess" pud. =)
roanmae wrote on May 26, '06
basin pregnancy blues lang imong gi feel!! comment lang gud ko bisag late na ko og almost a month! hihihi! i really missed your blogs! kibaw bitaw ka nga ikaw akong "idol" sa blog writing! *wink* keep on writing beh!
mangobox20 wrote on Jun 1, '06
soooo quiet lang man gyapon uy! =)
miss you.

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